such a weird feeling

i dunno y...
suddenly feel this world juz left me 1 person...
actually...
now my body..my braiin..all of my thing..
is nt under my control...
how come???
i really hope the time can go bek...
n i oso hope i can control bek all my thing...
bt i cant....
all i wan to say is...
sorry that i misunderstood u!!!!